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Apr. 15th, 2013 05:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
significantbiasI'm p sure this is life attempting to take a turn for the worse and I really need to do my best to stop that.
I really need that confiscated £500 back immediately, otherwise PROBLEMS.
Life is so stacked against people and it's utterly redonk, yo.
It sucks that in order to maintain self worth I had to eliminate:
-friends
-the majority of the chance of ever seeing actual last few remaining friends
-the chance of moving out in the next 5 years (this is the worst thing ever, btw)
It's these things that make me wish I could just pack up and leave. Move country. To where I actually have the excuse of nobody fucking knowing/seeing me. It'd be a huge relief and I feel like I need that change of setting.
But that's another thing that just need more money.
There's plenty more of these eliminated factors, but whatever. It's just funny, though. I'm doing really fucking well, but then also I'm not, becasue this is the rug being tucked at from under my feet and I'm probably going to fall flat on my face - and it's all becasue I gave a shit about my self worth??
Shit, hahahaha. I guess I won't be making THAT mistake again.
And right now I don't feel like I have any semblance of talent, nor friends when I once again really need them.
Shit, that was another previous mistake. Being reliant on other people for company.
I really need that confiscated £500 back immediately, otherwise PROBLEMS.
Life is so stacked against people and it's utterly redonk, yo.
It sucks that in order to maintain self worth I had to eliminate:
-friends
-the majority of the chance of ever seeing actual last few remaining friends
-the chance of moving out in the next 5 years (this is the worst thing ever, btw)
It's these things that make me wish I could just pack up and leave. Move country. To where I actually have the excuse of nobody fucking knowing/seeing me. It'd be a huge relief and I feel like I need that change of setting.
But that's another thing that just need more money.
There's plenty more of these eliminated factors, but whatever. It's just funny, though. I'm doing really fucking well, but then also I'm not, becasue this is the rug being tucked at from under my feet and I'm probably going to fall flat on my face - and it's all becasue I gave a shit about my self worth??
Shit, hahahaha. I guess I won't be making THAT mistake again.
And right now I don't feel like I have any semblance of talent, nor friends when I once again really need them.
Shit, that was another previous mistake. Being reliant on other people for company.
